This is the greatest commitment that I want to take in my life. It took me a while to get here. I choose it from my heart.
The last two months have been a roller coaster of emotions, shifts, and perspectives. Sometimes you have to feel what you don’t want in order to choose what you want. These moments are the greatest lessons of life. One of my precious lessons from the last period was to enjoy life to the fullest, to choose not to get distracted by anything and to create from a space of deep service and love.
I love to create and immerse myself in what is possible, in a sea of all possibilities that could ignite from a simple CHOICE.
So why do I choose this commitment?
I surprised myself so many times when I started to think from the perspective of lack. It is so funny how our mind works.
Just try this: observe what you speak, the way you express yourself, the way you say things to others. See from what perspective you express yourself: is it from love or lack? Words are powerful, really powerful. They create, they really do.
So here it was me, all shiny me, walking on the streets, with a very good impression of myself and WOW, an insight came to me. “How do I see life right now in this moment?”, “What do I feel right now?” ”Am I feeling good?”. I froze in the moment I started to be aware about what I was creating in the world through the way I chose to see my environment and myself.
I was feeling stuck and I didn’t know it. I was playing: sometimes I loved to stay in the mud (not thinking once about how many possibilities there were in the world) and other days I was in flow, enjoying my life, seeing all the possibilities and at the same time opening the door to synchronicity.
Please take a moment and see how many things are created to “fix the lack” (starting from the self-development industry). It blows my mind. We are so used to seeing and filling the lack in the world that we forget to see the whole and all the resources, abundance, possibilities that are out there. So what if you choose to see things differently and turn the perspective around: whole instead of not enough, possibilities instead of blockages, lessons instead of dramas, abundance instead of lack. We just need to find the way to “the whole mindset”. Everything starts with a shift of perspective.
Back to me :).
So why do I choose this commitment? Because I am done with playing games.I am really done. It is all a matter of perspective and choice.
I honor all the feelings, all the emotions and I choose to feel them but I also choose not to stay in them too long. I choose to see and observe them from my core. So this is a commitment to my core, to my true identity and to my soul.
I forgot so many times about who I was, about my essence and I let my mind fool around with all the thoughts that were coming from the past all over me, all the thoughts that weren’t mine. I focused too much on working with my shadow parts and forgot to enhance my gifts.
I am really addicted to learning so sometimes I get to analyze things too deep (no surprise for you if you know me :))). But this deep thing can get you to stay too much in pain and sorrow. You know the saying: "in order to find the middle you might need to feel the extremes" ( I don't like this statement but it is true). So I know the extremes now: joy and pain, masculine energy and feminine energy, connection and disconnection, doing and being, power and powerless etc. I am done :).
So why JOY?
Because it is who I am. This is my core of my being, my core that I forgot about.
So I commit to….JOY.
I commit to see love in every situation.
I commit to see only abundance.
I commit to CHOOSE and be aware of my thoughts, emotions and what I express in the world.
I commit to be present and stay and feel the moment.
I commit to connect with the heart.
I commit to create and serve from a place of love and fun.
So I encourage you to write your own commitment.
It all starts with the question “Who am I ?”. Write down the answer until you feel you have no words to write. Just remember, words are powerful. They create. Go all in and try to see below the surface. Then if you feel to create it, start with:
“ I commit to..”
JOY and love,
Bogdana
PS: Beautiful stranger, write to me your experience if you choose to do this. I am more than curious how your life is :).